again..

well..plz forgive my lazyness...
but i reli dunno wat to write...
now the days seems like regular days...
got lots of little things happen..but i dunno wat i should split it out...

well.. 1st of all...i wanna clear things out...
last week, today, i was in malaysia..
sorry for not announcing but i reli dun hav the mood to say i hav came back to malaysia...
since my present in malaysia is to attend my grandpa's funeral...
my parents kept scolding me for not taking the direct bus back to kerayong..
ish...i dun wish that to happen too!!!!!

ok....after 7hours of bus direct from singapore to kuantan..a place that i never been b4...
i simply go onto a bus n went to temerloh...after that i took taxi back to my hometown..
the whole journey spent about 10hours and more than 100ringgit...
tired....totally tired...

after i went back...i was like very excited n telling them wat i hav ate at my hometown..
wat movie tat i hav seen when i was in hometown...
n wat interesting things tht i hav did during the time...
well...
during the time, i wasn't reli that happy..
the things did happen, but the mood are different,,,

i... juz dun wan to be worried..

i reli dun wanna say anything more...
after i missed the whole week classes.. i was like DAMN!!!!
i reli need to go back to study...but promised to update again...
juz...wait until i finish my EXAM!!!!!

朋友

最近发现你post的东西...
好像每次都少了我那份的...
图片分享...文字分享...关于友情文章的分享...
每个.....都没有我......

朋友...
你知道我多想我在你的心里有一份位置...
每次看到没有我...都很失落...
虽然每次都没说...假装你只是暂时忘了我....
但说真的...我很在意...

是太久没联络吗???
是我做错了什么吗???
是什么问题???

还记得你说我是你的垃圾桶...
有我在你身边你觉得很安全...

什么事情都可以跟我讨论...因为我都是站在你那边...
什么事情都可以找我帮忙...因为我都会抽出时间帮你...
什么事情都可以跟我牢骚...因为我都静静地在听...

你曾对我说过...
你不会把时间花在玩玩的朋友上面...
要把时间留给真正对自己真心的朋友上面...

那你现在...是怎样看待我呢...
一个陪你玩的朋友...还是一个真心的朋友...






朋友....你还记得我吗??

突然有这种想法....

如果...这世界上至少能有一个人为我流泪...

 

那我也不会觉得我白活了...

random.....

请原谅我爱逞强...

因为我不担心会有人会为我心疼...

请原谅我很粗鲁...

因为我没有让我保持形象的理由...

请原谅我不撒娇...

因为我从来没有这种习惯...

请原谅我很独立...

因为我一直以来都是自己一个人过...

请原谅我爱说谎...

因为我不想让身边的人担心...

请原谅我什么都不说...

因为有些事情...我没觉得有什么好说...

请原谅我生气时自己一个人过...

因为我真的不喜欢因为我的关系而影响其他人的心情...

没事..我没事~

Singapore's life~

well...it's been two weeks since i got down to singapore~
finally it's time for me to update my blog~
unlike the mei quen~XD update everyday since she got down to singapore~~
hahahhahahaa~XD

1st of all...my roomate~

a leng lui roommate from Batu Pahat~~

for the past two weeks,we are just kept going out for walk,shopping,going out for tour~

hahaha~we got totally crazy~

our legs like never stopped working~but i enjoy it~XD

I'm glad that i hav a roommate like her~~

And of course, I finally met my school frenz from KC~
Cecilia, Li hua, Sue yuin and quen~

it's such a long time since i met them~

Gathering at Clementi Mall

Sue yuin, i can see your beautiful slippers~XD

By the way, quen,fish,jason,vi xiang,yin zhu,inn rong and me had a bugis trip~

The tour guide-yin zhu is unbelievable dunno where to bring us~
at the end...we hav high tea at a shop~

Luckily we meet up with the SMURFS exhibition...

At the end, we end up sitting on the roof of one of the shopping mall~

The scenery is sooo beautiful~They got lots of small shops right on the top~

*No sitting & resting*XD

after that we went to the steamboat & barbeque buffet~

Fish, vi xiang and inn rong's mouth almost being burned by the spiciness of the sichuan steamboat
 while I was just kept eating and eating~
A satisfied meal<3

Mayb...a little bit too much~

While our orientation, we hav a singapore's trip~

to Marina Barrage and XXX gallery...i really forgot wat's the name...

1st of all, marina barrage

although it may look like a tour destination..but it actually work as act as one~

This is their environment gallery..

the 2nd day of orientation...

we pretty much did nothing that day...

doing indoor activities...

cuz the rain juz won't stop falling...haiz
ruining my day...ish....

my class starts at 29/8..

10days!!!!10days!!!!!

what i'm gonna do before the class start???

i almost get bored of being in the hostel alredi...

help.......

lately~

well...It seems that i didn't renew my blog a long time~XP
cuz i'm being kinda busy...watching naruto anime & movies~
and finally 2months of "hardwork"...
i finally watched the lastest ep & movie of Naruto Shippuden...


Actually..Naruto Shippuden is way much better than Naruto...
cuz after Naruto has lost his friend, Sasuke, who betrayed the village to seek for power from Orochimaru..the story have gone a little bit lame...= =
although it's funny...but felt meaningless after a long bunch of episodes....
kept working on all kinds of mission & other stuff...didnt have the relation with the main story line about Akatsuki & Sasuke...( All the ppl tat have watched Naruto should know wat i meant~XD )

And finally...after 2 years and a half since Naruto went for training with the Pervert Sage~
Naruto Shippuden have all the main story goes on...
although sometimes it got some flashback...Straightly 10 episodes back to back...
Other than that...i am totally enjoyed the whole series!!!!
By the way..I like the tale of Kakashi & Jiraiya~XD
It's excited cuz i can see when Kakashi's childhood and Jiraiya's determenation...
They are much good looking when they are young~XD

After 220 episode of Naruto & 219 episode of Naruto Shippuden...

 Finally it ends....but i will still waiting for the lastest episode~as it still haven't end yet~XD

Naruto movies have nothing related to  the main story line...
So for those who have no intend to watch naruto series...movies ll be a better option~

One of my favourite movie..."The Lost Tower"
I finally have a peek on how Naruto n his dad, Minato work together!!!!!Aaaaa!!!!!!!
Since Naruto's dad died after Naruto was born..Naruto didn't have the chance to meet his dad...
Compare to the story...I am more focused on interaction of two of them~Love it~

When i saw the trailer...
Naruto:"You...it can't be...my...?"
I juz couldn't stop screaming!!!!He's your dad!!!!!Godness sake!!!!

 Although after watching the movie..the movie dun have the scene at all...
But I'm still satisfied with it...XD
But why???? Why Naruto can't remember a thing in the end!!!!!

Well...After watching the movie...I am deadly in love with this song...
Its song is wonderful and its lyrics are totally meaningful!!!
Enjoy it~^^

( Ignore the opening...It's the only eng sub mv i can find..)

hanging out with michelle khor~^^

lately Michelle has returned from NS~
and she only got 4days of holidays~
god...
i was worried tat i won't meet her anymore since i have to depart to singapore at august....
so...i immediate called her n ask her for a date~XD

she told me tat she n kelly ll b arrive at about 10-11am...
so...i need to wake up early, about 9am to take my damn bus....wosh....
and when i was waiting for my bus...she suddenly called me n told me tat kelly won't coming~
n she was wondered tat whether she wanna come out or not...= =...

i felt like killing her at tat moment...

as a result...i arrived at ts about 11am...n she sms me tat she ll b late...= =

felt like killing her the second time...= =

at the 1st sight i saw her...

i can totally tell her tat she have slimmed down sooo much~XD

haha...well...it's a good news to michelle and she couldn't stop smiling~XD

at last....we are going to barbeque place at about 12pm...

she kept chatting about her life at ns~as predicted~XD

and how she get her pangkat down...

gosh...those malay teacher is sooooo annoying....

y couldn't they b more matured??y kept picking on chinese ppl...ishh....

she told me tat she ll have shooting training after this holiday...

lol...i m soooo envy about it~

after we finished our lunch..it's about 1.30pm already...

so...we are on our move to buy the things tat michelle need to use in ns~

and when we are wondering whether we should go home already....

cuz michelle said she wanna got home at about 3 or 4pm...lol

although it juz about 2 and a quater~

then i suggest we should go on a movie....

haha~it's been a while since i have my last movie~3months mayb??lol

when we walked in to buy the tickets~

we didn't know wat we wanna c~

x men 1st class??kungfu panda??

in a result~we choose the time which is nearer so we can finished earlier~

x-men is really a worthy movie~

no wonder all the ppl are kept recommend it~XD

although when michelle said this character later ll b who...

that character later ll become another during the movie time...

i dun understand a single thing~lol

mayb i need to do some research b4 i have my movie~XD

well...we leave after we had the movie~

she told me tat she ll need 1day to get back to perak...

so she better head home earlier to pack things up~

she ll have her holiday again after 5weeks...

so..i think i can meet up with her again tat time~

haha~rmb the earring??

rmb to find me at singapore after u finish your ns~

promise??XD

辛苦

不知道吃了什么....
昨晚一泻...就泻了整晚...
连我到底有没有睡到我都不太清楚...
一转个身...整个个肚子就痛到我都叫不出来...
上帝...我到底得罪了你什么....

本来今天是要去学校的...
拜六就是concert了...今天却去不到练习...
有点慌张...也很对不起自己的弟弟...
明明说好会带东西给他的...

都不知道明天身体会不会好起来...

希望过了今晚...身体会好起来吧...

  

这是我最后一次与乐团的concert了...

希望一切能顺顺利利~

加油加油~

~BBQ~21,22/4

At the past 21,22/4...
Our ful gang is planning to have a gathering at jas granpa's house...
But at the end....

Juz got 3 of us left....like always....disappointed....

 Joyce,

She promise to b with us at the 1st n I thought I can finally meet Joyce....

but again...bcuz of some reason..she can't make it again...

Fern,

I know she tried hard to gather with us...

bcuz of her stupid office...she can't make it....

I HATE THEM!!!!

Liang li,

I have no words to say...

It's hard to meet with her again...

21/4,

I m soooooo angry...

1st up, I received a call from jas n quen,

= =...suddenly change the time n the venue...

geram....

n the fucking taxi driver....

hey!!!i m not a fool ok??

although i m not familiar about the road there...

but i still can recognize u turn a big round n have the same route...

GOD SAKE!!!!!

u have no rights to receive 10 more cents u know!!!!

i can juz report u n let ur license to b death!!!!!

Ash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally i arrived at jas's house...

but her stupid maid locked herself right inside the house...= =

OMG...

as a result...

i have to act like a theif n find a way into the house...

n then get her the keys right outside of the house...= =

TOTALLY...gone speechless with her....

after tat...she hav no decision to let me go inside the house...

all she do was locked the door n keep chatting with her BF through phone...

hey...i m a GUEST!!!!can u RESPECT me??!!!

"Let's go back n get marry~"

"2day my master n their family r going to the farm, wanna hang out??"

"I miss you, i wanna see you 2day~"

"The weather is a bit hot,rmb to get yourself more water~"

God...wanna vomit...

Yet again...finally~

Quen, jas n her grandparents are back~

a bit more longer i ll get vomit on their cute dogs~

can't stand on her maid anymore...

When we arrived at the farm...

I gone totally excited watching all the dogs roaming around the Pajero~

Wow...it's a lot of dogs!!!So cute!!!

I like the feeling when their tails hit me n keep sniffing my legs~XD

Yar yar...i m a little bit nerved~XD

But cuz quen was soooo afraid of dogs...

We asked her to jump off the Pajero when the dogs are leaving~

She's sooo cute when she juz keep jumping n jumping into the house~

Haha~it's such a pity tat she is afraid of dogs~XD

After tat, we got nothing 2 do...

so..we opened the CSI:New york S7...

n we started to play Chur Dai Di n Tarot~

As i predicted~Me n jas is the winner in most time cuz the quen quen is too stupid..XD

She juz dunno when to skip n keep put the cards down when she have 1~XD

N of course~
most of the time i juz keep shocking them by placing my cards continuously~n finished the whole game~^^

~Haha~

~I m the winner~I m the winner~

At the 1st..we thought it's going to rain so we moved the bricks to another place..

= =...ok...i think we didnt predicted the weather rightly~

We started to prepare things n fired the coal at about 5.30pm~

Since jas family had helped us on lighting the coal,

n all we need to work on the coal is juz lighten it more~

so we juz kept preparing the ingredients tat we wanted to bbq~^^

the dogs are kept circling us~
kept eating those food tat we threw to them~XD
Love them so much~^^

 

~~Hahahahahahahahahaha~~~

 10/10 housewife~~XD

By the way~~Joyce, Fern~~^^

This is for you~~^^

Ow.......so full~^^

 

22/4,

We went for a farm trekking~

Under a big, hot sun~~Wush!!

 Crazy+ing....XD

Na...This is the photo tat i think ll b favorited by some one~XD

2days end....

have fun with jas n quen~

Keep in mind....

PS:

My whole hand is full of mosquito's bite...

N dunno y...it got worst...= = 

Although it went better...

Still..a lot of scar...

My family got shocked...XD

Using "mopiko"XD

给某某人...

这篇..不是给你也不是给你...
请勿对号入座...

曾经想过..
如果我们再见面的话会有多尴尬...
会不会就像陌生人擦肩而过...

不过...
酱子也好..

知道你换了号码..
所以就算有什么祝福也不会再给你了...
我相信我们都不会再有任何联络了...

真心祝福你...




还有...生日快乐~

PIKOM PC FAIR

I knew it won't b easy for us....
80units in 3days....is sooooo hard to achieve....
especially when i found out there r 20++ promoter worked in the Microsoft booth.....

Gosh...it's really tough...

1st day~

There are two types of promoter in our booth...

1..is juz like me~hired by Thundermatch~

n the another 1...is hired by Microsoft through Into Agent~

Not much crowded~

Keep finding ppl to increase my sales....

My mouth juz like a machine~keep shouting n explaining those products:

MICROSOFT!!!!!

YES??CAN I HELP U??

SOFTWARE??HARDWARE??

But my customers are kept being grabbed by other Microsoft promoters....

Although i tried to make the customer back to my side...they still kept grabbing them from me!!!

Felt so depressed....

Thinking....how can they b so unfair....

They are taking wat belongs to me....Gosh..I hate it!!!!

 Before me n jas had lunch...I juz kept standing beside the counter...

cuz i m soooo tired...no motivation at all....

helping jas on the bags, resits n free gifts....

Jas asked me to go back n do my sales...but i told her i gonna continued after i have my lunch...

Actually it's not lunch anymore....it's 5pm when we took our lunch!!!!!

After tat, I continued my sales...
So...at the 1st day....i have achieved 16units....far from our sales target....

More than RM1000++ sales have been grabbed away...

Fine...Forget it...

At the 2nd day...

Same crowd with Friday..I thought it would b more crowded...

I thought the briefing last night was working...The grabbing sales situation is less be seem....

Although still got...but when i knew wat was their sales target....

I didnt mind tat much le....cuz their sales target is Rm10,000...only for hardware....

Gosh...

So..yar...juz take it...= =

We all are the victim below those big company....

Haiz...........

Finally...I have 25 sales on the 2nd day....

Still got 39units to achieve my target.....Oh my gosh.........

The D-Day....

Still a small crowd...Never expect there ll soooo few ppl to come to PIKOM....

No much pushing...can have empty spaces in front of the booth...

And sometimes...for a few seconds...there are no ppl passed over the street~

= =...this is not a good-looking situation....

but mayb this is the final day....

Lots of customers juz told me which they wanted to take n paid directly...

^^ This saves me a lot of time~~~XD

But still got 1 customer tat i won't forget....= =

She was looking for a mice....n it took about 1hours to discuss with her family...

Discussed who can share the money with her...

bcuz she also wanted the Office Home & Student....

n i m not sure about whether got any free mice anymore...

So...i juz leave them there n kept looking for other customers...

Finally...they choose the Arc Touch...

N when i got to the counter....i thought there was free mice n told them they ll have a free mice...

But unluckily...the free mice tat i saw was the last 1....n is for the other customer...= =

So....they said I was lying to her...forcing her to buy another mice....

Hey...= =I m not tat kind of person....

They said they were soooooo 吃亏...

They said we forced them to buy the Arc Touch cuz the cashier has scanned the bar code...

Hey...= =We can cancel the trading if we wan 2...

Dun u have any common sense...

I dun like them at all....from the beginning...

Especially the girl...I think she is juz in college...

But her behavior is worse than those aunties....

not hearing others but keep talking on herself.....

I can't communicate with her at all...= =

Fine...Juz let it be...

By the way..Thanks to Jasmine's sales n Vincent's Optical Mouse~^^

I have reached 42units at the 3rd day~~Hooray!!!!XD

N i was the 2nd top sales for all of the day~

Congratz to Vincent tat he had received Rm300 Voucher for Popular~~

For achieved the top sales in those 3days~

Hu~I wished i can have 2~~^^ But it doesn't matter~~

Learned lots of things...

Thx...Jasmine~~

U are really a big shoulder to me in this Pc Fair~~

N made me an professional in software~~XD

Love you~~^^

The whole Thundermatch's promoter~not included Microsoft's promoter~

Have a great memories with Thundermatch's promoter~~^^

Love u all!!!!

~Girl Promoters~

credit:

[pictures grabbed from jasmine's photo album]XD

这篇...纯属发泄...

我生气..我很生气..我非常之生气...
这篇我不用英文写..因为我的英文程度表达不了我有多生气...
我也不用粗口..因为你不配我用粗口...

我不屑对你这种下等人用粗口...

你是谁..

你以为你是谁..

你没资格发我脾气...

我没碰你..我没惹你...

我做好心被雷劈...

该生气的人是我...

可是现在流行角色对换是吗??

干嘛发脾气的人是你不是我???

到最后我还要给你当出气筒???

你凭什么对我发脾气...

我不是你想怎样就怎样...

你没资格!!!!

你有权力发脾气...为什么我没有权力生气...

你凭什么使唤我..你凭什么要求我...

我不是你的佣人..

不要用你那种自以为是的大男人态度来对我...

这样只是会让我更看不起你...

为什么你留下的残局一定要我收拾...

我没必要负起这种责任...

你也没资格要我负这种责任...

不要以为一切都是理所当然...

没有人生下来时听你使唤的...

我不是耶稣基督..也不是妈祖菩萨...

为什么我不能生气...

 

生气...

2/4

a new month...a new look...

juz past the 1/4...april's fool day...
it's was the 1st time for not being at school...

miss my school friends so much...
playing so madly...
taking photo nonstop...
laughing so loudly that i couldn't imagine in the past...
we can kept laughing for a really really small matter...


miss u guys...

tired of being at home....doing nothing...
gonna find something to do in no time...




end....

hoping...

reli gone buzy these days....
haiz......

25nd is my closing application date to SIM...
gonna go out everyday to get my documents certified...
n hand in my application....finally...

just an application to the university....
y it cause me so many tears....
dunno y...
everytime i talked with my parents about my further studies...
we just keep gone wild...
especially my mom...
she scolded me...n i kept silent or retort nonstop...
but at the time i got back to my room...
i kept threw my things wildly...kept letting my tears to come out...
n got sometimes that i just can't control myself...
directly burst out those tears in front of my family...
they said i m not taking my responsibility on my application...
but i didn't meant it!!!!

I RELI DUNNO GOT SO MANY PROSEDURES TO GET MYSELF INTO AN UNIVERSITY!!!!

ok...is all my fault...
i dunno wat to say...
juz hoping all ll meet an end...
after that i gonna find a full-time job b4 i go oversea...
n i won't get myself anymore tears...

not anymore...

have to believe myself...

i ll gonna b stronger...

Conclusion on British Council

Yayaya....Like i wrote on my title......
This is about my english course right in british council.....
And yayaya....that's y i used english in my blog today......

2 weeks...with a non-stop 3hours tuition with 15minutes break daily....
i m gonna kill myself off....what i heard the whole day is just english english english....
writinglisteningspeakingreading...writinglisteningspeakingreading....
the whole mind just full of english grammar, vocabulary n other stuff.....

T^T...suddenly wished that i was from the kebangsaan school...
so that i can spoke english during my secondary school life....
so that i can spoke more fluently with my classmates...
won't suddenly stuck at there...
thinking what words that i m gonna use in this sentence...
how to make this sentence as a complete sentence....

GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why don't i just stay at United States since i was born at there...
then i won't have the problem to speak in english....
then i won't have a problem on choosing which university that i wished to enter....
then i won't need to take neither IELTS nor TOEFL tests!!!!!!!

I really really hate it.....

Junior from Kuen Cheng:
If u are looking at my blog...
Believe me, u would like to start speaking english from now on....
N another advise,
if there is no one who can speak english with u...
then u better start taking an english course from now on....

It's for your own good....

2weeks course...finally gonna come to an end at this wednesday....
n yes...i think i need to rest for a bit before i continue study my english....
or else...my brain just gonna blow out cause i m not used to hear english all the day....
ya...i m gonna skip 1 course but keep fighting on my english by self-study...
after that, i ll make myself into the british council once more....
i hope i can make it...

i hope so...

12/2

以为..整个世界的人都不得空..
以为..整个世界都抛弃我了..T^T...
讲真的..每个人都说不得空的时候我真的很失落...

早上的时候..鼻子很辛苦...超辛苦得说...
一想到等下就只有我和娟娟...有点酸..
可是娟娟说她也是特地请假陪我出来...恩..要珍惜..

由于叔公和姑婆下来了..
所以就有点迟到了..
我一到学校..就看到敏铭和娟娟很赶的样子..
她们说很热很热...要我快点去ts...
我问她不用做手续吗..她说下次再一次过搞掂...

够力...我那时完全一点疑心都没有...
现在会觉得我好笨...

到了TS后...
我提议要看戏..她们说要唱K...
好咯...就跟她们咯..
慢慢走到neway...看到一个很熟悉的背影...
我一直在想..是不是她是不是她...
结果她一转身...我整个人都跳起来~XD
她看到我..没有很开心的样子...
跑去另一边听电话...
我也突然想起她之前告诉我...她今天有做工...

整个心情突然down了下来...

她听电话听了很久..娟娟也跑去她边...
只剩下我和敏铭...
就有跟她讲到蚊子的事...
她很落井下石的讲：“有些人是这样重色轻友的啦...”

够力...XD

娟娟提议我们跟紫雯一起唱...
紫雯说她那边有几个人...问我介不介意一起...
我都没有回答...全部人就一起走了...
没法子咯...也只好跟着走了...
敏铭说她想上厕所...我也陪她上咯...
娟娟说在外面等我们...紫雯先回K房...
可能是敏铭上太久...娟娟都跑进来了看...
过后敏铭出来了...我们就进房咯...

进房前...想着...
哎...又是陌生人...

结果...看到全都是朋友们...
讲真的...吓死了...
现在才懂...原来...我不是一个人...
说真的...我完全就是被骗了...

谢谢...真的谢谢...

娟娟说本来有40个人..
赖我人缘不好...
人数跌到20++...13++...
到现场的8个人...XD
哈哈哈哈哈...不好意思啦...
我人缘不好...真的不是故意的...
辛苦你们了...
每个人都牺牲好多...
真的真的...感动到要死了...

紫雯：
陈语欣你陪我一天工钱..加上commission...
今天是礼拜六...至少可以卖一架电脑...
还有你的礼物花了我一半的工钱..陪回给我...

娟娟：
陈语欣我骗你骗到好辛苦!!!!
昨晚你打给我的时候我差点就告诉你了!!!!
我要一个一个call去问谁要参加...
你陪我电话钱!!!!

敏铭：
我没有要上厕所也被逼呆在厕所里面拖时间!!!!


谢谢...谢谢...
娟娟、紫雯、joy、敏铭、kawing、婉莹、还有迷路的小孩，潘廑...
真的真的很谢谢你们...
还有许佩佩...谢谢你尝试赶过来啦...
你的心意我收到了...

唱完K了..

我真的超吓倒的...
一个人竟然要40++...

不好意思...还要你们帮我给钱...
真的不好意思...

接着每个人都开始回家了...
就只剩我们几个...接着就打算跑去打bowling了...
不懂是因为我是寿星的关系...
今天特别的好运...
婉莹跟紫雯就一直丢longkang...XD

今天是美好的一天...
谢谢我所有的朋友...

衷心感谢...

还以为...事情已经告一段落了...
我..真的不懂要怎么面对你...
我很乱...

一看到是你找我chat..还有你的电话...
讲真的..我简直就是呆了...

我不认为自己有多好...
也不认为自己有什么特出的地方...

这样下去真的对你不好...

我...该怎么办...
我...很怕会伤害到你...