hoping...

reli gone buzy these days....
haiz......

25nd is my closing application date to SIM...
gonna go out everyday to get my documents certified...
n hand in my application....finally...

just an application to the university....
y it cause me so many tears....
dunno y...
everytime i talked with my parents about my further studies...
we just keep gone wild...
especially my mom...
she scolded me...n i kept silent or retort nonstop...
but at the time i got back to my room...
i kept threw my things wildly...kept letting my tears to come out...
n got sometimes that i just can't control myself...
directly burst out those tears in front of my family...
they said i m not taking my responsibility on my application...
but i didn't meant it!!!!

I RELI DUNNO GOT SO MANY PROSEDURES TO GET MYSELF INTO AN UNIVERSITY!!!!

ok...is all my fault...
i dunno wat to say...
juz hoping all ll meet an end...
after that i gonna find a full-time job b4 i go oversea...
n i won't get myself anymore tears...

not anymore...

have to believe myself...

i ll gonna b stronger...

Conclusion on British Council

Yayaya....Like i wrote on my title......
This is about my english course right in british council.....
And yayaya....that's y i used english in my blog today......

2 weeks...with a non-stop 3hours tuition with 15minutes break daily....
i m gonna kill myself off....what i heard the whole day is just english english english....
writinglisteningspeakingreading...writinglisteningspeakingreading....
the whole mind just full of english grammar, vocabulary n other stuff.....

T^T...suddenly wished that i was from the kebangsaan school...
so that i can spoke english during my secondary school life....
so that i can spoke more fluently with my classmates...
won't suddenly stuck at there...
thinking what words that i m gonna use in this sentence...
how to make this sentence as a complete sentence....

GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why don't i just stay at United States since i was born at there...
then i won't have the problem to speak in english....
then i won't have a problem on choosing which university that i wished to enter....
then i won't need to take neither IELTS nor TOEFL tests!!!!!!!

I really really hate it.....

Junior from Kuen Cheng:
If u are looking at my blog...
Believe me, u would like to start speaking english from now on....
N another advise,
if there is no one who can speak english with u...
then u better start taking an english course from now on....

It's for your own good....

2weeks course...finally gonna come to an end at this wednesday....
n yes...i think i need to rest for a bit before i continue study my english....
or else...my brain just gonna blow out cause i m not used to hear english all the day....
ya...i m gonna skip 1 course but keep fighting on my english by self-study...
after that, i ll make myself into the british council once more....
i hope i can make it...

i hope so...